I have a confession…I have insecurities. I think we all have something about ourselves that we don’t really like or try to cover up. We all have things that we try to hide from the people around us. Often times, these things are seen by others before we even realize it’s an insecurity in our lives.
Mine…I worry that people won’t think I do anything. I know it seems like a small thing, but it could have the potential to be more. If I’m more concerned about looking busy than I am doing what God has called me to do, I won’t be effective. I think that a problem many people have is being busy without doing anything. We work so hard to get things done and get so involved in everything that, we end up doing a lot of things but none of them well.
As for me, I have to realize what my time is best spent on. I have to realize that God has a calling on my life and my first goal must be to pursue that calling. I don’t want to miss the work that God wants to do through me and the blessings He wants to run through me because I’ve been too busy doing other things…things that He hasn’t asked or equipped me to do.
So, what’s the point of this post…not really sure. I guess paying $10 a year for a blog is much cheaper than therapy! :-)